Withdrawal Symptoms From Meds
Posted 27 January 2009 - 08:56 PM
Last time this occurred, I underwent a steep phase of intense depression.
Luckily I had my family around me and friends.
I was in Brazil.
Reason was that I had left my meds in the UK and had very few pills with me when in Brazil. I forgot about that and then ran out.
It took 4 days to get it sorted.
But now here I am alone.
And have been weakened.
To prevent depression I started (PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS!)
Taking an amino-acid that converts itself into Serotonin.
This stuff you get from Food Health Shops. It is effective. But just to give an idea of how strong the depression is going to be:
Usually 2 tablets where more than sufficient to drive away any depression.
But I am taking over 20 pills to little effect.
I am chewing Nicotine gums - as a short acting anti-depressant.
And taking 1 Wellbutrin daily.
I am running out of options. I am a bit concerned.
If it gets worse i may have to check into a hospital. But i feel guilty. I need to set myself a program to just how bad it needs to be before I do that.
I have to hang on in there. All being lost is not can never be an option.
Also am hoping my biochemistry, my body responds to the new emerging situation and re-adapts.
I've been taking Ritalin and Amphetamines as part of my life-treatment. To have that removed from me - and should anything permanently bad happen - that is criminal.
But i rather see a solution to this soon, than to hope for justice.
May I never ever bring unjustified unnecessary pain to any other human being in my life-time.
But wouldn't think twice about giving twice back
- to anyone who unjustifiably attacks me or my fellow brothers and sisters.
I will make it through. I always *BEEP*ing do. I survive always.
THat which doesn't end up killing me - will destroy them. The twisted souls,whose lifeprint is the misery of others. (consciously or ignorantly).
Posted 28 January 2009 - 01:25 PM
Posted 28 January 2009 - 05:18 PM
1-3 (x10mg) Ritalins a day. Varies according to schedule. Busy day or intensive Narc-attacks day.
2-6 (x5mg) Amphetamines. Varying according to schedule.
sudden withdrawl no opportunity to taper off slowly.
its good to suffer injustice once in a while, makes us more careful in future and distrusting of the State
once had endless supply of meds. now have zero.
Posted 28 January 2009 - 05:23 PM
Tony Blair is the greatest plonker the UK has ever produced.
Never ever have any respect for that idiot. He destroyed UK.
My whole future (and of million others) was destroyed cos of that *BEEP*ty vain man.
My future, the NHS Health System, and now medicine importation.